HOW DID I GET HERE?

 

Wake me! Wake me!
Have I being sleeping?
Have I being lost in the Dream world?
How really did I get here?

Open my eyes!
It really must have been closed.
Open my ears!
It really must have been blocked.

Were my legs borrowed?
Or was I being dragged?
Were my eyes blinded?
Or were they closed?
How did I get here?!

How did I get to this point?
I need answers!
I am lost!
I'm far away from life!
How?! How?!! How?!!!

I now Talk about what I don't know.
I now open my mouth to condemn people of what I'm guilty of.
I can now freely, without any iota of guilt, talk to people about what I cannot do.
How did I get here?

How did I get to this point?
Where even with big beams in my eyes, 
I am always with my hands stretched,
to remove the mote in other people's eyes.
Even the Holy One called this Hypocrisy.

How did I get to this point?
Where, I preach what I cannot do.
Where, I speak life out of a Dead soul.
Where, I stir up people even when I'm depressed!
How?

I am far from life.
I am from Light.
I am far from God.
Yet, I proclaim the same,
In high volume and energy.

Who has blinded me?
Who has Bewitched me?
I need help!
Can God hear my cry?
Can God open my Eyes?

I need to see again!
I need to come alive again!
I need to be sensitive again!
God, come to my aid!

#Victor Balogun

©Oracle Victor